
why do we fear? i find myself fighting this dreaded emotion regularly...fear of offending, fear of failure, fear of the unknown. at times i can harness this emotion and transform it into positive energy, drive, a catalyst to perform. but more often than not, it stays within me...eating me up inside, causing worry, concern, loss of sleep and dreaded wrinkles.
i seek answers to know how it is that sometimes i can replace anxiety with action, a static state of 'what if' with a dynamic state of 'yes i can.' i have not mastered that switch. but if i can at least click it on and off every now and then, perhaps there is hope that i will find that magic balance between fearful and fearless. that hazy place in the middle that drives me to success without creating a frenzied state of inaction.
for the time being, i will turn the knob...surround myself with those that i love, those that find happiness in the little things and those that understand life has many callings -- fear not.